Tuesday, January 18, 2011

View from the window..


I always have the time on my own, I enjoy sitting in a cafe, with my book and a hot tea..Sitting alone , watching people passing by..its the best lazy afternoon ever...

Its nice to watch people..When I see people walking alone, I wonder if they were to enjoy alone time like I do..When I see a bunch of friends laughing while hanging around, I would think of my friends, wonder hw were they doing ..When I see lovely couples, I wonder when was the last time someone held me close like they do...When I see parents with kids, I wonder how could it be when I'd a family...When I see elderly couples, I wonder how many couples could last forever like them...

View from the cafe window, sometimes I see hope, sometimes I see disappointment, sometimes it reminds me bout some memories...
Someone said to me..that our lives are shaped by people who love us, and people who refuse to love us.. Very true...but too much voices...Somehow for now, I prefer to plug on with my music, totally with my own, trying to listen to my own soul...

Someone asked me to moved on, I did ... but I know forgetting doesn't make it all better, it just gonna make it hurt again when I remember..So Im nt gonna force myself to forget, I believe, time..forgets :)

There's happiness out there..Somewhere, I know there is...I'm just too afraid to look..
View from the window.. I wonder, when will...